For me, death is like something that pierces your heart- so deep that it's so painful. And then you're gone.
Last night before i sleep, i stared blank at the ceiling and was thinking of how am i gonna die?
The thought of it made me feel scared.
The question: how am i gonna die?
Will it be old age? disease? or accident?
If i have to choose, i would want to go while sleeping- sort of 'just didn't wake up' death.
How is it minutes or seconds before dying?
Are there really these so called 'flashback of your life' in your last blink?
Will i be ready? what am i doing when Death comes? and where? or who am i with?
One thing i'm sure, it would surely be creepy- dying and leaving loved ones.
How would it feel being inside a coffin? being burried?
Or how about being burned and turned to ashes? Oh no! i wouldn't want that! (it would be too hot!)
I remembered during my ward rotation (btw, i'm an unemployed nurse), i first saw how a person died.
I saw how in a minute, my patient just stood up and went to the bathroom. The next minutes, he laid on bed and died.
Our lives are unpredictable.
We must live our lives day by day.
Though sometimes it's not always good music playing, we should learn to live with it.
What don't kill us makes us stronger, right?
A friend once told me, "If you're afraid to die, you don't deserve to live".- just makes sense.
Go and make your Bucketlist now.
Last night before i sleep, i stared blank at the ceiling and was thinking of how am i gonna die?
The thought of it made me feel scared.
The question: how am i gonna die?
Will it be old age? disease? or accident?
If i have to choose, i would want to go while sleeping- sort of 'just didn't wake up' death.
How is it minutes or seconds before dying?
Are there really these so called 'flashback of your life' in your last blink?
Will i be ready? what am i doing when Death comes? and where? or who am i with?
One thing i'm sure, it would surely be creepy- dying and leaving loved ones.
How would it feel being inside a coffin? being burried?
Or how about being burned and turned to ashes? Oh no! i wouldn't want that! (it would be too hot!)
I remembered during my ward rotation (btw, i'm an unemployed nurse), i first saw how a person died.
I saw how in a minute, my patient just stood up and went to the bathroom. The next minutes, he laid on bed and died.
Our lives are unpredictable.
We must live our lives day by day.
Though sometimes it's not always good music playing, we should learn to live with it.
What don't kill us makes us stronger, right?
A friend once told me, "If you're afraid to die, you don't deserve to live".- just makes sense.
Go and make your Bucketlist now.
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